FYI 3

I found out why previous prescription drugs are now non- prescript and thought I would share the info. Drugs, like Clariton, are now offered without a script because they lost their patent and in order to make money they sell it over the counter.

Speaking of which i think I am going to have to buy some Clariton because the sinus and allergy med. I am using now is only dulling the pain. My head has felt explosive for a week now. I am having a hard time concentrating on my work and now is the most important. It is FINALS WEEK!! Poor me. I can't complain to friends because all of them go to school too. How did that happen? So my online friends, will you feel sorry for my aching head?

My smart dog

I have a mixed breed dog and he is a little over a year. When he wants to play I will tell him to go get a certain toy and I have to say what room it is in and then he will go get it. If you don't say what room he will look behind him and then in the dinning room and come back with a puzzled look on his face. He is great! He knows the sounds of the bus so when he hears one he will listen for the kids and when he hears them he will either go to the door or stand on the porch and wait for them. I thought he would run off the porch, down the street to greet them. Nope, he waits right on the porch like a good boy. We really lucked out when we got him!!

To the little kitten

When we found you little kitten you were so skinny and looked so sad. The very first thing you did was have a dirahra attack on me. I knew you were very sick but I thought some TLC would bring you back. You seemed to be doing so well, I got your bowel movements to be soild and I got you to drink some milk. You were even beinging to walk around some....and then you left us, just as suddenly as you came. Thank you for waiting until I got back before you went. I am greatful I got to hold you one last time. Good bye little kitten , Good bye.

Moving right a long

Nursing school is going great. This coming week we start going to the nursing homes. I get to start at one of the easier ones, they are not total care people. Also the place is very homey and quiet,so it is not so sad. I really don't want to go to the other nursing homes though. Those are total care and sad. Atleast we will only have one -two people so I will have time to do the job right and make these people feel good. We sure are picking up speed! Soon this will all be over with and I will be saying what was the big deal? Even my kids seem happier with their school work and sometimes we do our homework together. I would like to think that me going to school while they are school age is making a positive impact on them. The weather is great today so I think I will spend sometime outside.
ONE LAST NOTE: PLEASE REMEMBER THOSE WHO DIED ON 9/11/01.

Court is OVER!

Well, my day in court went very well. I am please with the outcome and now if he will keep his job then the kids can actually get the things that they need. My husband and I give him about 6 months before he thinks this is bullshit and quits or takes us back to court. OH well, nothing I can do. I am just happy with the way things turned out today. We will actually be bringing in more support than what we pay out! That is a nice switch.
I know I usally bitch on here but this is the only outlet I have. So today I thought I'd write something nice.
My friend and I made up our minds that we are going to have a Halloween party at my house this year for the kids and Adults. I have never had one but always wanted to. I am really looking forward to having a semi-spooky party and dressing up. I have planned some "gross" foods and my friend is planning decorations and games. I like being an adult and a kid rolled into one. I have money to buy stuff for the party but also get to have fun too! Two of my friends got married close to halloween so they could have a costume party. That had been my plan too but we lived all the way in Va. at the time and hardly anyone would have come . So this plan works good for me!! I am so excited.

Only 7 days in a week

Last time I checked there were only 7 days in a week and 24 hours in a day. You should see my homework planner. I already have stuff on there that is due at the start of next month! Our days are just jammed packed. My head was spinning by the end of today. I really don't know how the people who are working can possibly get any thing done. I just needed to take a short break from homework.
Even though today was cloudy the weather was nice. It had been raining this morning but then stopped and it was comfy. I enjoyed my break time walk. That is the only real stress relief that I get during the day.
Court is on thurs. and I already have butterflies. I have been having nightmares that keep getting court and school entertwined. When I go to the doctors next I think I am going to ask for sleeping pills. Maybe I will feel better then.

My jump and then recloos

On Wend. I finally was brave and got a tatto all the way around my ankel. It is a vine with green leaves and on the side has a fancy letter B entwined by the vine. I love it. It just felt like a continuous brush burn. I have had worse pain. It still is very sore though. I'm glad I got it now before I had to cover it with my socks.
Today I stayed home from school. I just couldn't force my self to go. I have been under an extreme amount of stress and thought that I just needed to be home today. I am sitting here in my PJs and it is 1:oo pm. I have no desire to get dressed. Tuesday morning I have court and I am so nervous about that. My husband also returns to work that day for sure, my two little girls have been sick with a fever. I don't know what I am going to do if they are still sick next week. I know the people I cannot count on to help me. Even though she swore she wouldn't turn out to be her mother she has. I am going to bitch for a few lines. Here my husband and I are trying hard to get a little ahead in life, only asking for help when we are desperate and there sits my brother not even trying to make ends meet. Which one gets the help? Not the one who has made it through the worst of the storm fighting every bit of the way and now has come to the piont where she has almost made it. No, the one who is creating his own problems and has no desire to help himself. He is the one who gets all the help!!!!!!!Am I bitter?
My husbands work mans comp. check still hasn't arrived. I think that the office forgot to send it and doesn't want to admitt it. Hopefully it will be here soon because I need to get nurses shoes.
It is a gloomy, cool day, I hope the rest of you are doning better than I am.