To no one really

My depression has set in full force. I can hardly move today, it has been getting worse by leaps and bounds every day and I have tried to ignore it. Today was just the straw that broke the camels back. This morning it was cold and I didn' t want to go out to hook the dog up. I thought that because it was cold he would come right back in. No, not this morning he took off and it is hard to find a black dog in the dark. I had to leave for my exam earlier than usual so I couldn't spend much time looking for him any way. So the pound picked him up. The only reasaon we know this is because some nice lady called to let us know. She would have had to get a hold of his collar some how,who knows. We didn't get the message until after we got home from work @ 4. The lady who called didn't return our call until 4:30 and then my husband called the pound to let them know we were on our way. By the time he got there, no one was there. So now my poor (bad) dog has to spend the night in doggie jail. I don't know what their hours are but I do know that he has to get out tomarrow. Guess who has to work. Guess who has to take more time out of work to get her dog out of jail. I have taken so much time out of work, if it was anyother job they would have fired me. I know why moms with more than one child stay home. They have to,for more reasons then what I can list on here. I just may take my nursing degree and sit on it. I probely failed the exam anyhow. One step ahead and ten back.